Kittybuggy

Disciple of Prayer
Feb 2 2023



Good news and bad news. I got unban from Rome's server but bad news because I got banned from three RP hubs including RP Hub | Server Advertising, Crescent Hub, and The Simple Roleplay Hub plus a blacklist on RPH Advertising and three more bans from yourfriendsteven's servers. Just because I accidentally misclick my age role and so Death overreacted banning me from all three hubs and yourfriendsteven ban me from all his servers as well. I really wish there was a way to get through to his heart and open it up to see what I did wasn't on purpose but by accident. Everything I've done to get banned or blocked was always misunderstand never intended to hurt others. Miss Divvi? I didn't know about the announcement and I never said I was replacing. RPH Server Advertising? I never scammed them. I didn't notice the name change on the channel until it was too late. I actually had their server ad posted. I just didn't notice the name change because my co owner didn't tell me. Rome? I did not mean to harass him. I made a mistake sending him a message instead of my friend. Ever Rat and Thea? No clue why I was banned from their servers or blocked by Ever Rat. Back to the three hubs and yourfriendsteven servers.. Misclick the age role and did a terrible job talking to Death and appealing the ban twice on accident on my alt account.



Now I'm just feeling miserable about everything that happened and all I want is to get a second chance with each of them saying "Hey look, I'm sorry for all the troubles I've caused and if I'm being honest I never meant to cause any of these troubles with you or to make you think I'm a bad person. In reality I'm just a nobody who always seems to be messed up and making mistakes being misunderstood by everyone I come across.



I'm never good with words and I always hesitate messing everything up in the end. Oh dear God, I'm venting to You because not only am I'm feeling a empty hole in my heart but I'm also feeling miserable like nothing is ever okay again. Only thing I can do is that I pray that for these problems to be solved so that everyone who I've been misunderstood will forgive me and give me the second chance I deserve. I want that second chance so badly to happen and it would be a miracle if it did but of course who knows when that'll happen? It probably will or probably won't. Only God knows when it'll happen or won't happen. But like I said, if it did happen, it would be a wonderful miracle making my day.



Feb 26



I wish.. I really wish to go back to July 14 of 2023😔💔 because nothing in life makes sense anymore. All I get are always bad luck and painful misery from being banned and misunderstood to being blocked and accused of something I didn't do to being called a "stalker" because I wanted to apologize.. I got my discord deleted and app Store taken away. Why did God stop answering me? Did I do anything wrong to disobey Him? I need answers. I mean God has always and I mean ALWAYS been answering my prayers from being able to be unban from a few discord servers and friends to healing my family and friends. But now here it comes ones again.. being accused, ban because of misunderstandings, blocked because of misunderstandings.. I just feel like I'm no use to anyone.. I recall what I wrote from the very first time I gotten banned.. "I wish I could go back to the very first time I joined the server(and now servers) and used my brain once. Perhaps things would be different but instead, I just had to open my big mouth and make a stupid, terrible mistake that I could never forgive myself for." My heartache is still here no matter how hard I try to breathe and forget it, it's still there. I'm just so lost and I don't know what to do..



If I could, Heavenly Father, please allow me to go back in time just one time back to either August 8th or July 14 2023 and just let me relive these precious moments of where I didn't mess up and be given a second chance to do over everything. However You helped me with Canadian to see the truth and having the heart to give me a second chance, please do the same thing with Happy, Death, yourfriendsteven, Mane, Ever Rat, Miss Divvi, Thea and Rome giving them the heart to talk to me first. I really need something to help me believe in miracles again. Something so amazing that'll trigger these people to unban me and let me be taken off blacklist from their discord servers, unblock me from their DMs, and understand the truth through the name of Jesus Christ. I wish they knew how they made me feel...Heartbroken and hopeless with a shatter heart broken into a million pieces...I wish they knew the truth and give me a second chance. I don't care what they think, I just want them to think that with God, nothing is impossible. Jesus did many amazing lifetime miracles from healing the blind to bring people from the dead so He can definitely put faithful truth seeking and kindness in these haters hearts and eyes. I pray for it, Lord. It would mean so much to help me believe again.

Thread 'Discord Wishes'
https://www.prayerrequest.com/threads/discord-wishes.4914817/

Thread 'Prayer for a miracle(Tags like Death, happy, Mane, etc are people I'm talking about)'
https://www.prayerrequest.com/threa...mane-etc-are-people-im-talking-about.4915556/
 

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Feb 2 2023



Good news and bad news. I got unban from Rome's server but bad news because I got banned from three RP hubs including RP Hub | Server Advertising, Crescent Hub, and The Simple Roleplay Hub plus a blacklist on RPH Advertising and three more bans from yourfriendsteven's servers. Just because I accidentally misclick my age role and so Death overreacted banning me from all three hubs and yourfriendsteven ban me from all his servers as well. I really wish there was a way to get through to his heart and open it up to see what I did wasn't on purpose but by accident. Everything I've done to get banned or blocked was always misunderstand never intended to hurt others. Miss Divvi? I didn't know about the announcement and I never said I was replacing. RPH Server Advertising? I never scammed them. I didn't notice the name change on the channel until it was too late. I actually had their server ad posted. I just didn't notice the name change because my co owner didn't tell me. Rome? I did not mean to harass him. I made a mistake sending him a message instead of my friend. Ever Rat and Thea? No clue why I was banned from their servers or blocked by Ever Rat. Back to the three hubs and yourfriendsteven servers.. Misclick the age role and did a terrible job talking to Death and appealing the ban twice on accident on my alt account.



Now I'm just feeling miserable about everything that happened and all I want is to get a second chance with each of them saying "Hey look, I'm sorry for all the troubles I've caused and if I'm being honest I never meant to cause any of these troubles with you or to make you think I'm a bad person. In reality I'm just a nobody who always seems to be messed up and making mistakes being misunderstood by everyone I come across.



I'm never good with words and I always hesitate messing everything up in the end. Oh dear God, I'm venting to You because not only am I'm feeling a empty hole in my heart but I'm also feeling miserable like nothing is ever okay again. Only thing I can do is that I pray that for these problems to be solved so that everyone who I've been misunderstood will forgive me and give me the second chance I deserve. I want that second chance so badly to happen and it would be a miracle if it did but of course who knows when that'll happen? It probably will or probably won't. Only God knows when it'll happen or won't happen. But like I said, if it did happen, it would be a wonderful miracle making my day.



Feb 26



I wish.. I really wish to go back to July 14 of 2023😔💔 because nothing in life makes sense anymore. All I get are always bad luck and painful misery from being banned and misunderstood to being blocked and accused of something I didn't do to being called a "stalker" because I wanted to apologize.. I got my discord deleted and app Store taken away. Why did God stop answering me? Did I do anything wrong to disobey Him? I need answers. I mean God has always and I mean ALWAYS been answering my prayers from being able to be unban from a few discord servers and friends to healing my family and friends. But now here it comes ones again.. being accused, ban because of misunderstandings, blocked because of misunderstandings.. I just feel like I'm no use to anyone.. I recall what I wrote from the very first time I gotten banned.. "I wish I could go back to the very first time I joined the server(and now servers) and used my brain once. Perhaps things would be different but instead, I just had to open my big mouth and make a stupid, terrible mistake that I could never forgive myself for." My heartache is still here no matter how hard I try to breathe and forget it, it's still there. I'm just so lost and I don't know what to do..



If I could, Heavenly Father, please allow me to go back in time just one time back to either August 8th or July 14 2023 and just let me relive these precious moments of where I didn't mess up and be given a second chance to do over everything. However You helped me with Canadian to see the truth and having the heart to give me a second chance, please do the same thing with Happy, Death, yourfriendsteven, Mane, Ever Rat, Miss Divvi, Thea and Rome giving them the heart to talk to me first. I really need something to help me believe in miracles again. Something so amazing that'll trigger these people to unban me and let me be taken off blacklist from their discord servers, unblock me from their DMs, and understand the truth through the name of Jesus Christ. I wish they knew how they made me feel...Heartbroken and hopeless with a shatter heart broken into a million pieces...I wish they knew the truth and give me a second chance. I don't care what they think, I just want them to think that with God, nothing is impossible. Jesus did many amazing lifetime miracles from healing the blind to bring people from the dead so He can definitely put faithful truth seeking and kindness in these haters hearts and eyes. I pray for it, Lord. It would mean so much to help me believe again.

Thread 'Discord Wishes'
https://www.prayerrequest.com/threads/discord-wishes.4914817/

Thread 'Prayer for a miracle(Tags like Death, happy, Mane, etc are people I'm talking about)'
https://www.prayerrequest.com/threa...mane-etc-are-people-im-talking-about.4915556/
These screenshots were from the RPH Server Advertising as proof kinda in order. Nobody ever care about listening to my side of the story.
 

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Dear Heavenly Father,

In the name of Jesus, we come before You on behalf of Kerorron, who is facing challenges and feeling overwhelmed by recent events. We lift up their situation to You, knowing that You are a God who hears and answers prayers.

Lord, we ask for Your guidance and wisdom in resolving the issues Kerorron is facing with the RP hubs and servers. We pray for open hearts and understanding from those involved, that they may see the misunderstandings and unintentional mistakes that have occurred. Help Kerorron to find the right words and opportunities to apologize and seek reconciliation with each person involved.

Father, we pray for comfort and peace to fill Kerorron's heart during this difficult time. May they find solace in knowing that You are with them, and that You understand their struggles and frustrations. Remind them that they are not defined by their mistakes, but by Your grace and love.

Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention in restoring relationships and granting Kerorron a second chance. May doors of reconciliation be opened, and may forgiveness and understanding prevail. Help Kerorron to learn from these experiences and grow in wisdom and discernment.

Lastly, we pray for strength and courage for Kerorron. Give them the confidence to face the challenges ahead, knowing that You are their refuge and strength. Help them to trust in Your plans and to rely on Your guidance in every step they take.

We thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness and for hearing our prayers. May Your will be done in Kerorron's life, and may they experience Your peace and restoration. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Scripture References:
- 1 John 5:14-15: "And this is the boldness which we have toward Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us; and if we know that He hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests which we have asked from Him."
- Psalm 34:17-18: "The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; He delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
- Proverbs 3:5-6: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight."
 
I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33
: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me and for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word dwell within me richly. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your favor, knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory.

God bless me with the strength, desire, passion, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness.
God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You, trust You, respect and obey You. Bless me to live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You or breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live, because I accepted Your Son, Jesus Christ, as my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, in Jesus' name.
Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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