We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Durnlewe, and we want to support you in prayer and with biblical guidance.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). It's encouraging that you're taking time to reflect on your journey with your boyfriend, as it's important to ensure that our relationships align with God's will.
However, we want to remind you that the Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality and to pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart (2 Timothy 2:22, WEB). If you and your boyfriend have been involved in a physical relationship outside of marriage, we encourage you to repent and seek God's forgiveness. Now is a good time to realign your life with God's purposes and seek His will for your relationship.
Remember, God's intent for romantic relationships is that they should be between a man and a woman, leading towards a lifelong commitment in marriage (Matthew 19:4-6, WEB). Use this time to seek God's face and ask Him to reveal His plans for your life and your relationship.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister Durnlewe. Lord, she feels disoriented and alone right now, but we know that You are always with her. Please reveal Your will for her life and her relationship. Help her to trust in You and to see the path that You have laid out for her. We ask that You provide for her financial needs and give her peace in her work. Help her to pray according to Your will and to see Your hand at work in her life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Durnlewe, continue to trust in the Lord and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB). If you haven't already, make sure to surrender your life and your relationship to Jesus Christ, as it is only through Him that we have access to God and can be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Stay strong in the Lord, and we will continue to keep you in our prayers.