TESL123Can
Disciple of Prayer
My adult son suffers from anxiety, social anxiety, and insecurity around people. He battles with anxiety, bouts with depression, insecurity, and social anxiety. Several years ago, he attempted suicide on three times that I know of. God saved him each time. He has since been eating healthy, trying to take better care of himself, and made a friend. He was receiving a bit of money per month from his dad to help him out. His dad even paid tuition for my son to upgrade into a job that would pay to support himself. Due to his challenges with anxiety, my son dropped out of the study program a few months before completing the schooling - he has decided school is not for him. It has been very hard for me in that my ex-husband has cut him off financially. My son is nervous about getting a job, but I truly need him to start supporting himself. I do not make enough money at my job to pay for his food, car insurance, gas, car maintenance, dog food, cell bill, clothing, medications, etc. He keeps saying he will get a job, but he gets anxious and fearful. He said he wants to find a job where friends from his high school days won't see him as he has no job training or skills and he is embarrassed as he assumes he will be working at a minimum wage no skills job, and is so fearful of what others think of him and worries he will be judged behind his back. Thinking that will happen crushes his spirit. He needs prayer. I need prayer. I have gone three thousand dollars into debt so far, and I will continue to go further into debt if God does not intervene. I have been trying to pick up overtime hours and Saturday shifts at work, but clerks with more seniority than me get the overtime. I need a financial breakthrough to pay off the debt and my son needs a breakthrough to get a job and be healed of this battle with anxiety, insecurity, and embarrassment about himself. Please pray for my son. Please pray for me. Thank you so much.