lucie
Servant
please pray for me, I have big problems in my relationship with my best friend ###, I am in love with him since like ten years and we keep fighting regularly because of that, and it's mostly because I have always felt rejected by men and never been loved, so I have difficulties to accept that he doesn't love me, and recently I was very negative and he was fed up with my behavior and decided not to see me, I pray that he can understand me and forgive me, I really need his friendship and his help in order to heal from my emotional wounds due to rejection and lack of love but our relationship is also making me suffer, even if I don't want to lose him.
I pray that God can forgive me for my negativity, for not letting my friend feel free to love whoever he wants to love and that I can feel peace of mind, have more self-esteem and confidence, and be able to fill that hole in my heart, I need to be loved by a man so badly it hurts so much that sometimes I think about suicide.
I pray that God can forgive me for my negativity, for not letting my friend feel free to love whoever he wants to love and that I can feel peace of mind, have more self-esteem and confidence, and be able to fill that hole in my heart, I need to be loved by a man so badly it hurts so much that sometimes I think about suicide.
