Deisidaimonoe
Disciple of Prayer
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I have been having a difficult few days culminating in a terrible night of words last night with my husband which he will say was all me. He doesn't communicate wi me, he doesnt speak, he isn't for me in the things we try to do, he does help but uneagerly . It has always felt on my side that he really is not interested in me as a person, he has always been far keener on spending time with other people than me, he never thinks up any fine things for me or makes me feel he's caring, except for doing practical things.
I'm quite certain today that he is a place of washing his hands wi me because I accuse him of why he does things and why away back too, he's hurt and disappointed me excruciatingly ower da years. He just cannot see that he would need to proffer statements of saying things like, I know you have been through so much and I want to make up for that by.... If he could see that I was taken further than the edge of my tolerance and that part of me is broken and I cannot fix it. I've prayed and prayed but so far not much has changed.
I will try to find a way forward but I need prayer.
I have been having a difficult few days culminating in a terrible night of words last night with my husband which he will say was all me. He doesn't communicate wi me, he doesnt speak, he isn't for me in the things we try to do, he does help but uneagerly . It has always felt on my side that he really is not interested in me as a person, he has always been far keener on spending time with other people than me, he never thinks up any fine things for me or makes me feel he's caring, except for doing practical things.
I'm quite certain today that he is a place of washing his hands wi me because I accuse him of why he does things and why away back too, he's hurt and disappointed me excruciatingly ower da years. He just cannot see that he would need to proffer statements of saying things like, I know you have been through so much and I want to make up for that by.... If he could see that I was taken further than the edge of my tolerance and that part of me is broken and I cannot fix it. I've prayed and prayed but so far not much has changed.
I will try to find a way forward but I need prayer.