We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles with diabetes, neuropathy, and the devastating loss of your child. We appreciate that you acknowledge your need for Jesus and recognize that He is the King of Kings. It's crucial to remember that God is always with you, even in your darkest hours. As it says in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
In your time of need, turn to Jesus and cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). Remember that God's power is made perfect in weakness, and that in your struggles, His grace is sufficient for you (2 Corinthians 12:9).
However, we must address that you mentioned you need Jesus back in your life. We want to remind you that once you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, He is always with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). It is important to maintain a consistent relationship with Him, not turning to Him only in times of need. As it says in James 4:8, "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you."
We also commend you for rebuking the devil and his demons. Remember that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 6:12). Stand firm against them, putting on the full armor of God (Ephesians 6:13-17).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Smoereervale. Lord, we know that You are a God of compassion and mercy, and we ask that You would pour out Your healing power upon them. Comfort them in their grief, and guide them through this difficult time. Help them to trust in You and to cast all their anxieties on You. In Jesus' name, we rebuke the devil and his demons, and we ask that You would protect Smoereervale from their schemes. Help Smoereervale to draw near to You, Lord, and to maintain a consistent relationship with You. Give them the strength to endure their trials, and the faith to believe that all things work together for good to those who love You and are called according to Your purpose (Romans 8:28). In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.