Mamon
Servant of All
Destroy all the illusions from inside me Lord. God please forget all the memories of my past days. Destroy greed, jealousy, violence in me. Give me a chance to serve. Take me in your shelter Lord. This world is very selfish, everyone is mean, that's why I don't want to live in this world, no one here understands me, no one understands my pain. Give me good knowledge Lord. Keep my behavior good with everyone. give me respect from everyone . I love my husband very much but he does not understand me, it has been 3 years that he does not take me to his home. i cnt live without him, he knows that bt he dont understand that . i m going to be mad for him i cnt eat i cnt sleep bt still he dont care about me. i cnt stay without him i want to die jesus prabhu ishwar i dnt understand that wht should i do now .... i wNt to spent time with him . i want to talk to him bt he dont want these all then what should i do tell me i give him my allllllll......... i give him my heart now he is my heartbeat i cnt stay without him i want to touch him i want to stay with him otherwise i will kill my self