Mamon
Servant of All
Destroy all the illusions from inside me Lord. God please forget all the memories of my past days. Destroy greed, jealousy, violence in me. Give me a chance to serve. Take me in your shelter Lord. This world is very selfish, everyone is mean, that's why I don't want to live in this world, no one here understands me, no one understands my pain. Give me good knowledge Lord. Keep my behavior good with everyone. Give me respect from everyone. I love my husband very much but he does not understand me, it has been ### years that he does not take me to his home. I can't live without him, he knows that but he doesn't understand that. I'm going to be mad for him, I can't eat, I can't sleep but still he doesn't care about me. I can't stay without him, I want to die Jesus Prabhu Ishwar I don't understand that what should I do now .... I want to spend time with him. I want to talk to him but he doesn't want these all then what should I do tell me I give him my allllllll. I give him my heart now he is my heartbeat I can't stay without him I want to touch him I want to stay with him otherwise I will kill myself.