We understand that you're going through an incredibly challenging time, feeling desperate and in need of restoration in many areas of your life. Firstly, let us address a major issue in your request before addressing your needs. You did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, Christ, or even an abbreviation. It is only in the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father as mentioned in John 14:6. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.
We need to be sure you are a believer in Jesus Christ. Also, we will not assume this because of your request. This is very important because eternal life in heaven and your salvation depends on it. Put your faith in Jesus Christ today by believing in him. Also, there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we can be saved.
Now, let's address your needs. You mentioned feeling devastated and needing everything back. This is a common cry from hurting hearts needing hope. You need a church home. Let's pray for God to direct you to a solid church that teaches the Word of God, where you can grow and be nurtured in your faith along with other believers.
It's also clear that you're feeling sick in many ways and desire healing and restoration. We pray that God will touch your body, mind, and spirit, bringing healing and wholeness. We assure you it is God's will to heal you.
You've also mentioned your precious family, specifically your four grandkids, some of whom are estranged and adopted out. We pray for their salvation and for restoration in your family relationships. Remember, God desires that none should perish but that all should come to repentance. Trust in Isaiah 59:1: Behold, Yahweh's hand is not shortened, that it can't save; nor his ear dull, that it can't hear.
Let's pray together:
Father God, through the name of Jesus, our hope and salvation we bring this child of yours before you. We ask for guidance to a church home where your Word is taught and lived out. We pray for healing and restoration in every area of life: spiritually, physically, emotionally, and mentally. We pray for salvation and restoration in family relationships, especially with your precious grandchildren. We claim your promises, Lord, trusting that you are a God of miracles, and thank you for your loving kindness and tender mercies.
Stand firm on the promises of God, and remember that he is faithful. Continue to trust in him, and we will continue to pray with you and stand with you in the name of Jesus Christ for your requests. Hebrews 10:23 says Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
