Please come back Jesus i dont know how im gonna get through another night and day without your presence. All i do is chain smoke i just cant stop i feel so sick i need the money for the persecuted Christians but i just keep buying more. Im so addicted its like an idol god and im not born again if i die from smoking i will go to hell. i just dont see any hope im so tired of trying to give up of chucking my smokes down the toilet only to quit for just a few hours or even days and then buying more. so sick of schitzophrenia and depression and bi polar. so sick of hearing about abused kids and feeling like God doesnt care. please pray God takes pity on me and saves me i dont want anything in this world except Jesus and smoking if i could just give up smoking and feel His touch im sure i could cope with the rest. thanks for praying. Michelle.