HeartBroken1207
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Post: #1Desperate for Prayer
My heart is breaking and I feel like I am dying inside. I was in a relationship with a wonderful man that showed me what true, unconditional love was truly like. We never argued, fought, or even had a cross word. He is a loving, Christian man that puts his children before all else. After going through a loveless marriage for 20 years and a terrible divorce, I prayed that God would send me someone that would love me for me and accept me as I am. Unexpectedly we met through mutual friends. He had gone through a nasty divorce and child custody battle. He had dated a women before I met him and they fought and argued all the time. We just seemed to be kindred spirits. I fell in love with him, his children, and his family. I thought everything was wonderful. He sat me down last week and told me how wonderful I was and how much of an inspiration I was to him. He said he had watched me give to him and his children selflessly and it was killing his heart because he didn't feel like he was giving as much to me as I was giving to him. He said he had to get things right in his heart before he could move forward. This being said he broke our relationship off. Three days later he and his ex-girlfriend were back together. This women is not good for him or his children. His family and his children do not like her and her family and child do not like him. His children are heartbroken because they love me as much as I love them. I thought that God had sent him and his beautiful children into my life forever. I don't want to believe that he would let me love them so much just to take them from me. I am having a very hard time dealing with this because I love him and his children so much. I am unable to eat or sleep and it has caused me to start having anxiety attacks. I pray all the time that God will show me the path I am supposed to take. I pray that He will heal my broken heart and give me peace. Please pray that God heals my heart and helps me find peace until his will is done with this. Also, please pray for him that he works out whatever issues that still exist between them. All of your prayers are welcomed and greatly appreciated.
My heart is breaking and I feel like I am dying inside. I was in a relationship with a wonderful man that showed me what true, unconditional love was truly like. We never argued, fought, or even had a cross word. He is a loving, Christian man that puts his children before all else. After going through a loveless marriage for 20 years and a terrible divorce, I prayed that God would send me someone that would love me for me and accept me as I am. Unexpectedly we met through mutual friends. He had gone through a nasty divorce and child custody battle. He had dated a women before I met him and they fought and argued all the time. We just seemed to be kindred spirits. I fell in love with him, his children, and his family. I thought everything was wonderful. He sat me down last week and told me how wonderful I was and how much of an inspiration I was to him. He said he had watched me give to him and his children selflessly and it was killing his heart because he didn't feel like he was giving as much to me as I was giving to him. He said he had to get things right in his heart before he could move forward. This being said he broke our relationship off. Three days later he and his ex-girlfriend were back together. This women is not good for him or his children. His family and his children do not like her and her family and child do not like him. His children are heartbroken because they love me as much as I love them. I thought that God had sent him and his beautiful children into my life forever. I don't want to believe that he would let me love them so much just to take them from me. I am having a very hard time dealing with this because I love him and his children so much. I am unable to eat or sleep and it has caused me to start having anxiety attacks. I pray all the time that God will show me the path I am supposed to take. I pray that He will heal my broken heart and give me peace. Please pray that God heals my heart and helps me find peace until his will is done with this. Also, please pray for him that he works out whatever issues that still exist between them. All of your prayers are welcomed and greatly appreciated.