Kyle G.
Disciple of Prayer
Lord Jesus please help me, I am in need of your saving grace. Forgive me for all my sins, for I am a sinner. Hey everyone I need prayers my way. I personally messed up, when trying to sacrifice to God. I should have done research and put the Holy Temple first. I when cold turkey on lexapro 20mg, four months ago. I tried getting back on it, got switched to cymbalta since it didn’t work. My serotonin levels have shut down. It has caused me to have bad anxiety and depression. I have hemroids now that won’t heal, I can hardly go number two anymore. I have a fast heart rate, that won’t stop. Numbing in the face that constantly hurts. I also have major insomnia, can’t sleep well anymore. All the doctors tell me I’ll get better, but with the new medication it hasn’t helped. I try praying and try my best to be healed. All I know is the brain doctor said that my neurotransmitters shut down temporarily and will take months to recover. I’m scared that I permanently damaged the serotonin receptors, and I’ll never get better. All I know is I listen to pastor videos saying that antidepressants were bad. So I thought going cold turkey was a sacrifice for god. When I should have went to a doctor to be tapered off. I may have permanently damaged the holy temple. I’m worried that God is upset with me. I want to heal and get better. I had to be put on short term disability to get mentally better. I need a prophet to tell me what to do. My body is falling apart, and I’m terrified that this is permanent.