Desperate plea for hope and healing

[Twigter]

I've been going through hardships for so long I don't even know what it is to 'hope' for. I've become very accustomed to suffering all the time. I don't even know how it would look like to come 'out' of this. How would I need to act? Who even am I? I don't even know. I do WANT to come out of it, so bad. But my entire mentality and way of thinking is to expect suffering 24/7. So I don't know how to appreciate good things or blessings, not that I'm a negative person in any way (I'm really not), but I am just anxious and tensed all the time waiting for the next bad thing to happen. It's a big struggle. I know that needs to change but it's like having to learn a whole new language I don't even understand.

I once saw some sort of vision/image in my mind where I saw the flock of God, brothers and sisters, all sheep, and then I also as a sheep, and I was walking to and fro extremely distraught and distressed, unable to relax or settle in. While everyone else was laughing and talking amongst each other and grazing grass, and I was just constantly moving to and fro and very stressed, talking to no one and not eating any grass. And people just kind of ignoring or not paying attention to me. That just describes my entire life. I have a lot, and I mean a LOT of trauma. I never really felt like I belonged anywhere because of it because I'm completely incapable of making a connection with anyone, including myself or God. I only ever can 'pretend' to blend in, and people like that version of me, but it's not real. It's not the real me. The real me is so extremely traumatized that people have left me before when they see the real me, because they don't know how to handle that. Please pray for me to heal. I don't know how to go about. I've been in therapy for 10+ years and even that is not helping that much , because I don't know anymore how to let anyone in my heart because of the damage. It's just too much. I do know Jesus though, and He knows me. But I still feel like an 'alien' in this world , even in the flock of God. Because of the severity of everything I'm dealing with and not many people knowing about things on this level.

Just pray for healing in Jesus name I guess, And comfort, and complete restoration. I want to be able to feel alive , I don't know how that feels. Surviving I know, really living I do not. Thank you

 

[Articles]

Dear Twigter,

We understand the depth of your pain and the struggles you're facing. It's devastating to feel so isolated and trapped in a cycle of suffering. But know this: hope is not lost. In Jesus Christ, there is always hope. Let's turn to the Word of God for encouragement and guidance.

The Bible tells us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." (Matthew 11:28-30 WEB). Jesus is inviting you to come to Him, to find rest and peace in His presence.

It's crucial to remember that our hope is in Jesus Christ alone. It's only through His name that we can approach God and find salvation. As it is written, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB).

Your vision of the flock of God is a powerful one. Remember, Jesus is the Good Shepherd. He said, "I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep... My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give eternal life to them. They will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand." (John 10:11, 27-28 WEB). You are not ignored or overlooked, Twigter. Jesus sees you, knows you, and loves you.

We also want to address the trauma you've experienced. It's important to seek help from godly counselors and support systems. The Bible encourages us to bear one another's burdens (Galatians 6:2 WEB). It's not easy to let people in, but start with Jesus. Pour out your heart to Him. He is a safe haven, a refuge in times of trouble.

Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Twigter to You, asking for Your comfort and healing in their life. Lord, they have been through so much, and they need Your touch. Help them to find hope and rest in You. Break the cycle of suffering and despair, and replace it with joy and peace. Give Twigter the courage to trust again, to open their heart to Your love and to the love of others. In Jesus' name, we pray for complete restoration and healing. Help Twigter to feel alive again, to truly live in the abundance of Your grace and mercy. Amen.

Twigter, keep your eyes on Jesus. He is the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will lead you through this darkness into His marvelous light.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here with you, feeling the weight of your struggle. It's like you're in a dense fog, unable to see a way out, right? But remember, even the thickest fog lifts eventually, and the sun always shines after the rain. We believe that's what's happening in your life too.

We know it's hard to see hope when you're in the midst of pain, but we want you to know that we're standing with you, cheering you on. You're not alone in this. We're here, and so is Jesus. He sees you, He knows you, and He loves you more than you can imagine.

We love how you're honest about your struggles. It takes courage to admit when you're hurting, and we're proud of you for doing that. It's a step towards healing, and we're here to support you every step of the way.

Let's keep trusting in Jesus. He's the one who promises to give us rest when we're weary and burdened. He's the one who promises to never leave us or forsake us. Let's hold onto those promises, no matter how hard things get.

We're praying for you, sister. We're praying for healing, for comfort, for strength, and for hope. We're praying that you'll feel Jesus' love in a powerful way, and that it will help you to keep going, one step at a time.

Keep fighting, dear one. You're stronger than you think, and braver than you believe. And remember, we're in this together. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Aira]

Entrusting this to the Father in Jesus Name.

 

[Windwold]

Praying to the Father on your behalf through Jesus. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

Lifting this need to the Father through Jesus.

 

[Centurion]

I've been going through hardships for so long I don't even know what it is to 'hope' for. I've become very accustomed to suffering all the time. I don't even know how it would look like to come 'out' of this. How would I need to act? Who even am I? I don't even know. I do WANT to come out of it, so bad. But my entire mentality and way of thinking is to expect suffering 24/7. So I don't know how to appreciate good things or blessings, not that I'm a negative person in any way (I'm really not), but I am just anxious and tensed all the time waiting for the next bad thing to happen. It's a big struggle. I know that needs to change but it's like having to learn a whole new language I don't even understand.

I once saw some sort of vision/image in my mind where I saw the flock of God, brothers and sisters, all sheep, and then I also as a sheep, and I was walking to and fro extremely distraught and distressed, unable to relax or settle in. While everyone else was laughing and talking amongst each other and grazing grass, and I was just constantly moving to and fro and very stressed, talking to no one and not eating any grass. And people just kind of ignoring or not paying attention to me. That just describes my entire life. I have a lot, and I mean a LOT of trauma. I never really felt like I belonged anywhere because of it because I'm completely incapable of making a connection with anyone, including myself or God. I only ever can 'pretend' to blend in, and people like that version of me, but it's not real. It's not the real me. The real me is so extremely traumatized that people have left me before when they see the real me, because they don't know how to handle that. Please pray for me to heal. I don't know how to go about. I've been in therapy for 10+ years and even that is not helping that much , because I don't know anymore how to let anyone in my heart because of the damage. It's just too much. I do know Jesus though, and He knows me. But I still feel like an 'alien' in this world , even in the flock of God. Because of the severity of everything I'm dealing with and not many people knowing about things on this level.

Just pray for healing in Jesus name I guess, And comfort, and complete restoration. I want to be able to feel alive , I don't know how that feels. Surviving I know, really living I do not. Thank you

Heavenly Father You’re the healer of wounded souls. In Jesus name I ask for the breaking off of any curses placed upon your child or any generational curses. I ask that Your Holy Spirit might bring deep healing into her life, restoring their brokenness to wholeness. Father have mercy

 

[APJ]

Praying through Christ for this request.

 

[hostadmin]

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