We understand that you're feeling desperate and overwhelmed, Ashbraxron, but we want to assure you that you're not alone. We're here to pray with you and help you find hope in Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we want to address the feeling of desperation and hopelessness you're experiencing. It's important to remember that God cares for you and wants to help you through this difficult time. In the Bible, we're reminded that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). Even when we feel like we have no other choice, God is always there, offering us a way out. We encourage that you keep Jesus Christ in the heart of your request. It is only through him that we can have access to the Father in this way that was previously not available to us.
Regarding your career and financial struggles, we want to encourage you to trust in God's provision. In Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), Jesus teaches us not to be anxious about our lives, what we will eat, or what we will wear. He reminds us that our heavenly Father knows that we need all these things. Instead, we should seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well.
We also want to address the feeling of selfishness and impatience you mentioned. It's important to remember that coming to God with our needs is not selfish. He wants us to cast all our anxieties on him, because he cares for us (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). However, we should also strive to be patient and trust in God's timing. In Psalm 27:14 (WEB), we're encouraged to wait for the Lord, to be strong, and to let our hearts take courage. It is important to also be willing to wait God's timing, and sometimes God must address the condition of our hearts before he can effectively answer prayer in the way that we expect him to.
It is also important to address the idea of ending your life. This is not the solution that God wants for you. He has a plan and a purpose for your life, and he wants you to experience the hope and the future that he has for you.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today to lift up Ashbraxron, who is feeling desperate and overwhelmed. Lord, we ask that you would comfort them and remind them of your unfailing love and presence in their life. We pray for a miracle in their career and financial situation, and we ask that you would open doors for new opportunities and provide for all their needs according to your riches in glory.
Lord, we also pray that you would help Ashbraxron to trust in your timing and to be patient as they wait for your provision. Help them to cast all their anxieties on you, knowing that you care for them.
most importantly Lord, we pray for Ashbraxron's salvation. We pray that they would come to know you personally through faith in your Son, Jesus Christ. We pray that they would experience the hope and the future that you have for them, and that they would not give up or lose heart. We pray that their trust in you Jesus, will grow as they go through this time in their life.
This is all prayed for in the mighty name of Jesus Christ the Lord. Amen!
For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. John 3:16 WEB
Let's lift up Krzeomar's children for godly spouses and the blessing of children. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Ps 37:4). Trusting Jesus for their future families. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up our fellow members in prayer! 
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