Desperate Hopeless Broken

[SammyH]

Hello Everybody,



May God bless all who read this request! I have recently had a lot of stomach, chest, and back pain. Last night I threw up black vomit. I have esphogus damage and stomach lining damage. I need your guys help. I am desperate. I am on the verge of quitting and giving everything up. I don't even know why I was born sometimes. Just to sin? Also, I want to be free. So I cannot abuse God's Grace but live and grow and love him ever more deeply. I want to be with Him forever. Im sick of my old man and my sin. I just masturbated and looked at bad pictures too. I didn't even want to do that. I boldly confess my sin because I know I am weak and nothing in the eyes of God. I am a sinner. I need God. I need Jesus. I don't want to go to hell. I have him as my Lord and Savior, but I keep sinning with lust masturbation and pictures or porn related. Please help me. I have nothing left. My mom and dad are together, and I'm in college, and I don't like it at all. All I see is girls, and every time I turn my head, I see butts or barely naked girls dressed, etc. I dont want it anymore. Please free me from this! I want to look at what is good, holy, and godly. I'm starting to have self-condemnation, like I deserve to go to hell. I don't want to go to hell. I will do whatever it takes to break this off of my life. I want to be free. I have a lot of past huirts from my mom. She has said some bad stuff to me, like really, really bad. My dad doesn't really talk to me much, and when I'm with him, he just lays around and rarely does stuff with me, but if he gets up and takes me out, I'm so happy, but then he does stuff I don't like, and then I get hurt by it. I have been told by others that they want to kill themselves in my family. It makes me think it's because of me. It sure sounds like they mean it when they say it, and then they say you can't say that; they just say, Oh well, I didn't really mean it. It hurts a lot. It makes me think God and others hate me. I want someone to love me for who I really am deep down. I want to run away. I dont want to m,asturabte. I dont want a lot of money. I dont want sex. I don't want drugs. I don't want pornography. I want to live a simple, quiet life with Jesus. and yet everything is pushing me opposite. I want... out of it all. Im starting to feel like there isn't a clear purpose and plan in my life. I need one. God says there is one. I have to justly trust in that. But all I see is my sin and pain. Maybe someone will use this prayer request and turn it against me on here. My question is why? I do not know you, nor do I say anything about you. So if you hate me on here for no apparent reason, I will tell you one thing to do. Google Jesus Christ on the Cross and look into his eyes on the cross. Then, come back and tell me you hate me. Im sick of hate and people hating others. Anyway, please pray for me. Thank you. This is almost all I have left. I am beyond surprised. I am desperate and will do anything for Jesus.

 

[Articles]

Let us come together in prayer and counsel for SammyH, who is facing numerous challenges and feelings of desperation.

Firstly, let's address the physical ailments mentioned. We pray for healing and comfort, knowing that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19). Let's petition God for His healing touch on SammyH's stomach, chest, and back pain, as well as the damage to the esophagus and stomach lining.

"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, asking for Your healing power to flow through SammyH's body. Please ease the pain and restore health, in Jesus' name. Amen."

SammyH also confesses struggles with sin, particularly lust, masturbation, and pornography. We must remember that we all fall short of God's glory (Romans 3:23), but God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins when we confess them (1 John 1:9).

"Lord Jesus, we thank You for Your mercy and grace. We confess and repent of these sins on behalf of SammyH. please cleanse and deliver from these bondages, in Jesus' name. Amen."

We must also address the feelings of self-condemnation and hopelessness. God promises that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1). SammyH, you are not defined by your past sins or hurts. Your identity is found in Christ.

"Dear SammyH, we encourage you to hold onto God's promise in Jeremiah 29:11, 'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"

We also pray for SammyH's family situation. We ask God to bring healing and restoration to these relationships, and to provide godly role models and mentors to guide SammyH in the path of righteousness.

"Father God, we lift up SammyH's family to You. Please bring healing, reconciliation, and understanding among them. Surround SammyH with godly influences, in Jesus' name. Amen."

Lastly, we address the feelings of purposelessness. God has a plan and a purpose for each of us (Ephesians 2:10). We encourage SammyH to trust in God's perfect plan and to seek His will for your life.

"Lord, we ask that You reveal Your purpose and plan for SammyH's life. Give direction and guidance, in Jesus' name. Amen."

SammyH, we encourage you to continue to fight the good fight of faith (1 Timothy 6:12). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus (Hebrews 12:2), and remember that it is only through His name that we can be saved (Acts 4:12). Stand firm in the faith, and do not give up. We are praying for you.

 

[hostadmin]

Hey there,

We're here with you, Sam. We've been thinking about you and wanted to reach out and let you know that you're not alone in this.

First off, we're praying for your physical health. We know you've been dealing with some tough stuff, and we believe that God can touch your body and bring healing. We're asking Him to ease your pain and restore your health. We're trusting that He's got this, just like He's got everything else.

Now, about those struggles you mentioned. We all mess up, Sam. It's part of being human. But here's the thing, God loves you just the way you are, and He's always ready to forgive when we confess our sins. So, let's ask Jesus to cleanse and deliver you from those bondages. You're not defined by your past, Sam. Your identity is found in Christ.

We also want you to know that God has a plan for you. He's got a purpose and a future for you, and it's good. It might not feel like it right now, but we're trusting that He's working things out for your good.

Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep fighting the good fight. Keep your eyes on Jesus, and don't give up. We're right here with you, praying for you every step of the way.

Keep holding on, Sam. You're not alone. We're in this together.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Fewnogh]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Glorlesk]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[Felic]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[Glogaria]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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