MomsPetunia
Servant of All
Please in Jesus’s name pray it is God’s will to heal husband Stephen physically, emotionally, spiritually. Chronic pain multiple physical issues, EXTREME anger & depression. Lord help us, I’m petrified of his anger & depression, lashing out at EVERYONE, EVERY THING. Don’t know/understand what is happening, no answers from doctors. He won’t see a therapist or take meds, I’m walking on eggshells, can’t say anything without him loosing temper for the simplest things. He’s said some pretty horrible things to me and later seems like he has no idea of that and is somewhat “normal”. I’m far from perfect, trying to say/do the right things, biting my tongue. ANYTHING to keep peace. IT GETTING WORSE BY THE MINUTE. Says daily wishes he was dead, he can’t live this way. And I feel like he’s not doing anything to help himself, but I don’t think he knows how. We are making a very long trip this week - pray this is correct decision, if not, please send him a sign for him to decide not to go. He’s very stubborn, way more than usual. Please deliver us from this madness. Bring him back to our faith. Help me to not be fearful of what is happening with him. HELP! Dear Lord, I love you. I trust you and I will wait for you. I want to know you better. I love you more, dear Jesus, I surrender myself to you please take care of everything. Thank you & God Bless.