We are truly sorry to hear about the heartache and loneliness you're experiencing, Kluomen. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, and He cares deeply about your pain. As it says in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, we need to address something before we proceed. We noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We encourage you to call upon His name, as it is the only name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
Regarding your current relationship, it's important to align with biblical principles. If you are involved in a relationship that includes sexual intimacy or living together without being married, this is not in accordance with God's will. We encourage you to take a godly perspective and consider God's design for marriage. It is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman (Genesis 2:24-25).
We understand that leaving the relationship may seem difficult due to various challenges, but with God, all things are possible (Matthew 19:26). Trust in Him to guide you and provide a way.
As for your loneliness and desire for new connections, we encourage you to seek godly friendships and fellowship. The Bible tells us not to forsake the assembling of ourselves together (Hebrews 10:25). Consider joining a local church or Christian group where you can find support and build meaningful relationships centered around Christ.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up Kluomen. Lord, You know the depths of their pain and loneliness. We ask that You comfort them and provide the strength they need to make the right decisions according to Your will. Guide them to godly friendships and fellowship, and if it is Your will, to a godly spouse who will honor and cherish them.
We pray that Kluomen will call upon the name of Jesus and experience the fullness of Your love and salvation. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be strong and courageous, Kluomen. God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).