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Disciple of Prayer
I have been really experiencing anxiety here lately in my relationship. I feel that ugly evil influences are pulling my finance away and taking him down a very bad path. I have expressed my concerns to him, I have expressed my hearts desires of him to not stay out so late. He says he is with his family, cousins, etc., but phone records indicate he is communicating with some people who definitely do not have his best interest at heart! He is listening to Satan and doing Satan's work. I have prayed and prayed that God intervene and stop this madness. For awhile he was attending church and we were getting along so well, but, suddenly there became other influences and he no longer will go. I am not sure that I can stay in this relationship as I feel it is making me very sick. The communication is poor, he seems not to care what I think or feel. I feel he is just taking advantage of me, has no respect for me of what I believe. Here it is almost midnight, he left 3 hours ago to go to the store to purchase a piece to fix our motorcycle, I know nothing is open so you see he plays me as though I am stupid. I just need God to direct me how to handle this and if it be God's will that he step up and get inside his head and heart. I have surrendered my words, thoughts, and actions to doing as God directs me. I refuse to beg someone to show me love or be in my presence. I have never tolerated this type of treatment by anyone and I am too old to start now. I just need to know what to do and how to face my future. Please pray or give me some type of advise as to how to deal with this situation. I have just hit the surface here but the bottom line, I think he is not being faithful and definitely not truthful. I have a big problem with people telling the truth!