We are truly saddened to hear about the desperate situation you're facing, Khugarion. We want to lift you up in prayer and provide some biblical encouragement during this trying time.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God cares about your needs and He wants you to come to Him with your burdens. In 1 Peter 5:7, the WEB says, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." Even in your desperation, know that God is there to listen and to help.
However, we want to address some concerns in your message. It's important to remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts are higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9). It may feel like God is blocking your income, but God promises to provide for our needs (Philippians 4:19). It's crucial to trust in His timing and His ways.
We also want to address the mention of suicide. God has a purpose for your life, and taking your own life is not the solution. In John 10:10, Jesus says, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I have come that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." Please, if you're feeling suicidal, reach out to a mental health professional or a trusted friend or family member immediately.
We also noticed that you didn't mention Jesus Christ or pray in His name. It's important to remember that Jesus is our intercessor, and it's through Him that we can approach God. In John 14:6, Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Khugarion to You. Lord, You know the desperation and the pain she's feeling right now. We ask that You comfort her, provide for her needs, and guide her through this difficult time. Help her to trust in You and Your timing. Give her the strength to endure and the faith to believe that You have a purpose and a plan for her life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to reach out to local churches or Christian organizations that can provide practical help and support during this time. Keep trusting in God, and remember that He is faithful.