Bororosh
Disciple of Prayer
The car is broke and I spent all that was available beyond bills to fix it and it is still not safe to drive so I needed to ask help from a man from church whose wife became upset with me for cancelling babysitting last minute because my son who is dropping his nap napped and was still asleep at the time, so I was able to study during that time. We have come up out of housing instability but both jobs are frustrated with attendance concerns. The whole family has a stomach bug and my son's dad has been harder to peacefully communicate with while I have the lack of vehicle creating a power imbalance. I have homework to work on and a miserable toddler dealing with a combination of tummy bug and cabin fever and this useless feeling is getting in the way of me lifting where I stand to improve what I can.
Hevenly Father-
Thou knows I have experienced much worse in life, and thou hast been kind and delivered me so very often yet for whatsoever reason I feel so much worse today. I beg Heavenly Father that thou wilt strengthen my son and I casting away spirits of depression, despair, contention, fear and anger as well as destruction and oppression. That thou wilt help me study effectively being able to think clearly, focus and invest myself. Please help me trust that thou can help me rebuild my life faster and stronger than the opposition's attempts to destroy it. I have little stability and fewer friends but I have thee the creator of the universe and deliver of the Israelites in Egypt. Please help my son and I in this season of rebuilding that we will work together for his greatest good and please help his father and I to work peacefully toward a better life for my son through the cooperation of single parents. With all requests I beg thy will be done and to gain the attributes, situations and circumstances necessary to fulfill my portion of thy work. I love thee Heavenly Father and beg that thou wilt help me to take courage and be able to speak prayer a loud again. Please Heavenly Father watch over the former roommate and son that speak poorly of me and help me make friendships of such damaged relationship as the one with my son's father and with them. Please help me be ready for the position I am applying for and receive it while still keeping the other two jobs, studying and loving my child stronger than my exhaustion, if thou wilt let me glorify thee in such a way. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Hevenly Father-
Thou knows I have experienced much worse in life, and thou hast been kind and delivered me so very often yet for whatsoever reason I feel so much worse today. I beg Heavenly Father that thou wilt strengthen my son and I casting away spirits of depression, despair, contention, fear and anger as well as destruction and oppression. That thou wilt help me study effectively being able to think clearly, focus and invest myself. Please help me trust that thou can help me rebuild my life faster and stronger than the opposition's attempts to destroy it. I have little stability and fewer friends but I have thee the creator of the universe and deliver of the Israelites in Egypt. Please help my son and I in this season of rebuilding that we will work together for his greatest good and please help his father and I to work peacefully toward a better life for my son through the cooperation of single parents. With all requests I beg thy will be done and to gain the attributes, situations and circumstances necessary to fulfill my portion of thy work. I love thee Heavenly Father and beg that thou wilt help me to take courage and be able to speak prayer a loud again. Please Heavenly Father watch over the former roommate and son that speak poorly of me and help me make friendships of such damaged relationship as the one with my son's father and with them. Please help me be ready for the position I am applying for and receive it while still keeping the other two jobs, studying and loving my child stronger than my exhaustion, if thou wilt let me glorify thee in such a way. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.