desire and goal to move overseas live and train, wisdom says move as my aunts and uncles moved to this country (new zealand) for better living financially so i must do the same to where i can afford to live with out working 2 jobs and still be able to afford to eat and complete and accomplish my lifting goals, have lost a lot of strength lately however am determined with Gods help all our prayers to produce the desires of my heart and goals, may all obstacles be removed from my path