We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling depressed, financially and emotionally down, confused, in pain, and alone. Firstly, we want to remind you that you are not alone, for God is always with you. As it is written in Deuteronomy 31:6, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
In times of financial hardship, it is important to trust in God's provision. Matthew 6:25-34 tells us not to be anxious about our lives, what we will eat, or what we will wear. Instead, seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. God is a loving Father who knows your needs and will provide for you according to His riches and Glory.
Regarding emotional struggles, we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7. Share all your worries and pain with God, He can handle them. We read in Psalm 147:3, He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds. We urge you to ask God to reveal any sin in your heart. If you feel convicted of anything, know that God is faithful and just to forgive you of your sins and cleanse you from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9.
Confusion can be a result of relying on our own understanding and wisdom. Proverbs 3:5-6 says, trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
The pain you are experiencing can be a result of many things. If it's because of sin, then confess your sins to God and turn away from them. If it's because of circumstances, then know that God can use even the most painful experiences to draw people to him. We need to pray for healing and ask God to use our pain for the good of ourselves and others.
We also want to remind you of the importance of praying in Jesus' name. It is by His name that we have access to God the Father. We are also told to be one with Jesus as He is one with us and the Father. As it is written in John 14:13-14, Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this dear one to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance during this difficult time. We pray for Your provision, emotionally, financially, and spiritually. We ask you to give them the wisdom they need to overcome the confusion they are experiencing. We pray for their pain to be healed physically, emotionally, and spiritually. We pray for Your peace to guard their heart and mind. We ask for Your will to be done and for You to be glorified in this situation.
We pray in Jesus' name and by His Blood that we have access to You Father, Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and community. Involve your church community and reach out to them for support. Share your struggles with trusted brothers and sisters in Christ. If you feel like you need more help, consider seeking professional counseling.