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Depression threatens to overwhelm me. I find myself retreating further and further into daydreams to avoid the boringness of reality. I would walk away from God, my family, my entire life here for a chance to life in a fantasy world. I am not in love with my spouse, and I despise myself. I cannot even bring myself to pray to God to help me. I am spiraling further and further out of control. I am afraid.