Oranethan, we are truly saddened to hear about the extreme emotional and physical pain you are experiencing. We want you to know that you are not alone, and that God sees your suffering and cares deeply for you.
Firstly, we want to address the feelings of depression, suicidal thoughts, and the spirit of fear and anxiety that you've mentioned. God's Word tells us, "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB) and "Don’t be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
We also want to address the possibility of demonic oppression. While it's important to be aware of spiritual battles, we must remember that as children of God, we have authority over evil spirits. "Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Withstand him steadfast in your faith, knowing that your brothers who are in the world are undergoing the same sufferings." (1 Peter 5:8-9 WEB)
However, it's crucial to consult with both spiritual mentors and healthcare professionals regarding your symptoms. Physical issues like constant headaches and body heat, along with mental health struggles, should be addressed medically as well.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You today to lift up Oranethan. Lord, You know the depth of their pain, the darkness they feel, and the physical suffering they endure. We ask for Your healing touch upon their body, their mind, and their spirit. Cast out any spirit of fear, anxiety, and depression, and fill Oranethan with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
Lord, we also pray for wisdom and discernment. If there is any demonic oppression, we command it to leave in Your name, Jesus. Surround Oranethan with Your protection and give them the strength to withstand any spiritual attacks.
Guide Oranethan to the right medical professionals who can provide the help they need. Let Your light shine in their life, Lord, and remind them of their worth and purpose in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Oranethan, please reach out to local mental health services if you're having suicidal thoughts. God wants you to live and thrive. Keep holding onto Him, and remember that He loves you more than you can imagine. Trust in Him, and don't forget to call upon His name in every situation. "She will call on me, and I will answer her. I will be with her in trouble. I will deliver her and honor her." (Psalm 91:15 WEB)