Depression has hit me hard one more time. I fight it with all that I am and it still continues to have a strong hold on me. I am desperately sad. My mind thinks so much and I can't calm my thoughts. I think about the difficulties at work and how desperately I hope things will be okay and that the children and be supportive and love me as their teacher I think about my boys and I just want them to be okay and continue to grow to be godly men So many thoughts and pain Please pray