Yehud
Disciple of Prayer
Ordinarily I am upbeat, but between my husband dying 4 months ago, and my lack of energy, being alive has lost its appeal.
Recently I shared with my priest these matters, and also that I had seriously thought of suicide (+ had a plan). He made me "vow" to call him before "I did anything." Now I feel I've lost him as "my support." I feel that he now does not care to have me on a church committee on "emotions." That I kinda understand, but any self-respect I was trying to resurrect has gone South.
Shall I resign? What could I do? He's too busy to have an appointment with me. I certainly do not want to burden him further!
Recently I shared with my priest these matters, and also that I had seriously thought of suicide (+ had a plan). He made me "vow" to call him before "I did anything." Now I feel I've lost him as "my support." I feel that he now does not care to have me on a church committee on "emotions." That I kinda understand, but any self-respect I was trying to resurrect has gone South.
Shall I resign? What could I do? He's too busy to have an appointment with me. I certainly do not want to burden him further!