Laeryaynn
Disciple of Prayer
Someone I love gave his life To Jesus just over a month ago. He's had a steady stream of demonic attacks against him (and me) since then. He is SO ON-FIRE to Serve God, and I LOVE that about him. But.
He got a FAB idea this week: To pray over a site dedicated to the horrible deaths of MILLIONS of people. He wants to go alone and lock himself in the place and pray until they're gone.
At first I thought it a beautiful plan but God Kept revealing problems to me.
NOT about the plan, but about him going alone.
NOT coz he's a new believer. NOT coz he doesn't have a regular habit of reading The Bible, NOT coz he seems obsessed with going there alone, NOT coz he said "If I die doing what God Commands, so be it" or something like that.
NOT coz he has LOTS of unhealed trauma and guilt and other things that demons would love to get their hands on (and do like every other day) AND that outrage him AND that trigger him at least once a day. NOT coz he lives in a very volatile situation.
Not EVEN coz he hasn't gotten to read more than half of the New Testament yet or develop spiritual discernment for more than a month or six weeks. Every other day, a new demon shows up with a new trick. And even though I've been a believer for 40 years now, even *I* fell for some of the tricks of the enemy this week. BASIC ones. (so has he.)
But just simply because I believe Jesus Sent people out in pairs, NOT alone.
I don't think the demons can do anything to him, and he DOES have the gift of supernatural faith.
BUT he's never done a full deliverance on one person much less a space drenched in the blood of "innocent" humans. Again, I LOVE THIS IDEA of ousting the rampant darkness (which I felt over FaceTime one day). And I TRULY hope I'm just being a ninny.
BUT! I feel demonic fingerprints everywhere on this. When I asked him "is there a TINY chance this could be demonic influence?" he said naught. When I asked "Did God tell you to do this? Are you 100 per cent sure?"
Again, nothing.
When I begged him to reconsider, he angrily said he'd not go. I am NOT saying to not go. I just want him to be prepared. He JUST got deliverance recently and as previously mentioned, they haven't let a day go by without pulling shenanigans galore.
I am terrified. The other day, unclean spirit of python got my friend to tell God to scram. I KNOW that is not how he normally feels. He's been through SO MUCH and he's strong, much stronger than he realises. Because of the probs in his life. But his testimony is so powerful. And heavy anointing for DAYS on this man.
I don't know what I'm praying except "Let Thy Will Be Done, MOST-HIGH GOD!" AND "PLEASE GOD PROTECT HIS FAITH PLEASE IN THE PRECIOUS NAME OF JESUS!"
Hahh, I can't stop crying (which is fine, it'll give me a chance to pray all day and not get distracted.
(NOT coz he hung up on me and I'm not sure if I'll ever hear from him again. Coz he's vexed...or coz demonic trash happened.
I'm terrified.
Not for me. I just love him, that's all.
Please, sisters and bros, PRAY FOR MY DEAR BROTHER.
Much Love In Christ <3
Thanks so much for reading this and praying for us <3
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He got a FAB idea this week: To pray over a site dedicated to the horrible deaths of MILLIONS of people. He wants to go alone and lock himself in the place and pray until they're gone.
At first I thought it a beautiful plan but God Kept revealing problems to me.
NOT about the plan, but about him going alone.
NOT coz he's a new believer. NOT coz he doesn't have a regular habit of reading The Bible, NOT coz he seems obsessed with going there alone, NOT coz he said "If I die doing what God Commands, so be it" or something like that.
NOT coz he has LOTS of unhealed trauma and guilt and other things that demons would love to get their hands on (and do like every other day) AND that outrage him AND that trigger him at least once a day. NOT coz he lives in a very volatile situation.
Not EVEN coz he hasn't gotten to read more than half of the New Testament yet or develop spiritual discernment for more than a month or six weeks. Every other day, a new demon shows up with a new trick. And even though I've been a believer for 40 years now, even *I* fell for some of the tricks of the enemy this week. BASIC ones. (so has he.)
But just simply because I believe Jesus Sent people out in pairs, NOT alone.
I don't think the demons can do anything to him, and he DOES have the gift of supernatural faith.
BUT he's never done a full deliverance on one person much less a space drenched in the blood of "innocent" humans. Again, I LOVE THIS IDEA of ousting the rampant darkness (which I felt over FaceTime one day). And I TRULY hope I'm just being a ninny.
BUT! I feel demonic fingerprints everywhere on this. When I asked him "is there a TINY chance this could be demonic influence?" he said naught. When I asked "Did God tell you to do this? Are you 100 per cent sure?"
Again, nothing.
When I begged him to reconsider, he angrily said he'd not go. I am NOT saying to not go. I just want him to be prepared. He JUST got deliverance recently and as previously mentioned, they haven't let a day go by without pulling shenanigans galore.
I am terrified. The other day, unclean spirit of python got my friend to tell God to scram. I KNOW that is not how he normally feels. He's been through SO MUCH and he's strong, much stronger than he realises. Because of the probs in his life. But his testimony is so powerful. And heavy anointing for DAYS on this man.
I don't know what I'm praying except "Let Thy Will Be Done, MOST-HIGH GOD!" AND "PLEASE GOD PROTECT HIS FAITH PLEASE IN THE PRECIOUS NAME OF JESUS!"
Hahh, I can't stop crying (which is fine, it'll give me a chance to pray all day and not get distracted.
(NOT coz he hung up on me and I'm not sure if I'll ever hear from him again. Coz he's vexed...or coz demonic trash happened.
I'm terrified.
Not for me. I just love him, that's all.
Please, sisters and bros, PRAY FOR MY DEAR BROTHER.
Much Love In Christ <3
Thanks so much for reading this and praying for us <3
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