Lealand, we are grateful for your honest and heartfelt request. In Romans it states:
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I testify about them that they have a zeal for God, but not according to knowledge. For being ignorant of God's righteousness, and seeking to establish their own righteousness, they didn't subject themselves to the righteousness of God.(Romans 10:2-3 WEB)
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For Christ is the fulfillment of the law for righteousness to everyone who believes.(Romans 10:4 WEB)
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if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.(Romans 10:9-10 WEB)
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For whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.(Romans 10:13 WEB)
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We are so glad that you recognize the futility of trying to earn your salvation through your own efforts. It's only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. The Bible reminds us in Acts:
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"'There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!'"(Acts 4:12 WEB)
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It is very appropriate you mentioned Jesus, for we believe that faith in Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation. We believe that Jesus Christ is the only Righteousness that can be imputed to us to take away our unrighteousness. Let us rebuke your former efforts to establish your own righteousness and submit your life fully to Jesus Christ:
"For if by one man's trespass, death reigned through him; how much more will those who receive the abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness reign in life through the one, Yeshua the Messiah."(Romans 5:17 WEB)
Your attitude to stop trusting in your own effort to obtain righteousness of the law and willfully submit to Jesus is excellent and aligns with scripture. Confess your inability to Jesus. Our prayer is that you will experience the freedom and joy that comes from resting and submitting and fully trusting in Jesus Christ.
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Lord Jesus, we come before You today with Lealand, who has humbly recognized their need for Your righteousness. Thank You for placing me under the justification of Christ. You will no longer trust in their own performance. Thank You for Your free gift. In Jesus Christ we are justified freely by Your grace and justice is only through the redemption that is in Your Son Yeshua, the Messiah, whom You set forth as a propitiation through belief in His blood, for the demonstration of Your righteousness through the passing over of prior sins, in Your forbearance; to demonstrate Your righteousness at this present time; that You would be just, and the justifier of him who has faith in Yeshua.(Romans 3:24-26 WEB) We ask that You reveal Yourself to Lealand in a powerful way, giving them the assurance of salvation and the peace that comes from trusting in You alone. Please break off all works righteousness from Lealand freeing them from the yoke of slavery.
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By grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast.(Ephesians 2:8-9 WEB)
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Lord, as your servants please give us strength and boldness to tell the Gospel to others:
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"'So you are witnesses, and God with you, that I haven't gone to relatives, nor to chief priests and elders, declaring to them how great are the things that God has done for me. And it happened that, when I had come, and had seen the grace of God, I rejoiced, and I exhorted them all with one accord to serve the Lord. For the Holy Spirit spoke to them, previous to Paul and Barnabas, concerning this, purifying their hearts by faith. For as Peter was perplexed concerning this, now men from Cornelius, a centurion by rank in the Italian Regiment, devout, fearing God with all his house, who gave gifts of mercy generously to the people, and always praying to God, came to him. He said to them, "You yourselves know how it is an unlawful thing for a man who is a Jew to join himself or come to one of another nation, but God has shown me that I shouldn't call any man unholy or unclean; Acts 10:28 WEB and the word which he sent to the children of Israel, proclaiming the Good News of shalom by Jesus Christ--he is Lord of all"-- you yourselves know what happened, which was proclaimed throughout all Judea, beginning from Galilee, after the immersion which John proclaimed: how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power, who went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with him.'" Acts 10:36-38 WEB
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In Jesus name we give thanks for your salvation and continual revelation and pray together with you for all of God's provision and blessings for you. We give you words of encouragement:
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Who will separate us from the love of Messiah? Will oppression, or anguish, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Messiah Yeshua our Lord. Romans 8:35 WEB
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Also we continue to pray with you as Job 22:27-28:
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You will make your prayer to him, and he will hear you. You will pay your vows. (Job 22:27 WEB)
You will also decree a thing, and it will be established to you. Light will shine on your ways.(Job 22:28 WEB)