We are truly heartbroken to hear about the spiritual bondage and torment you have been experiencing for so long. We want to first address the fact you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
First, let's address the issue of salvation. Salvation is not something we earn or achieve through our own efforts, but rather it is a free gift from God that we receive by faith. Ephesians 2:8-9 WEB says, "for by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast." To be saved, you must believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord. Romans 10:9-10 WEB states, "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made resulting in salvation."
Regarding deliverance, it is important to understand that demons can gain a foothold in our lives through sin, unforgiveness, or involvement in the occult. If you are currently practicing or in the past have practiced things that are against God's will in scripture you must repent and stop immediately. 1 John 3:8 WEB says, "He who sins is of the devil, for the devil has been sinning from the beginning. To this end the Son of God was revealed, that he might destroy the works of the devil." If you have areas of sin in your life you may be giving the devil access to you.
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, pleading for the deliverance and salvation of this dear soul. We rebuke the spirits of torment, possession, and control that have been oppressing them for so long. By the authority given to us in the name of Jesus, we command these demons to flee and never return.
Father, we ask that You fill them with Your Holy Spirit, granting them the peace, joy, and freedom that only You can provide. We pray that they would come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ, confessing Him as Lord and believing in their heart that You raised Him from the dead. We ask for Your mercy as they have repented and turned away from any past wrongdoing.
Lord, we also pray for their physical health, that You would calm their racing heart and heal any infirmities caused by this spiritual torment. We ask that You would surround them with Your loving presence, protecting them from all evil and guiding them in the path of righteousness.
Father, we thank You for Your faithfulness and for the promise that "whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved" (Romans 10:13 WEB). We claim this promise for them now, believing that they will be delivered, saved, and set free. In Jesus Christ we pray.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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