We understand your needs, Gaywald, and we're here to intercede for you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we rejoice with you as you seek God for your marital settlement. The Bible encourages us, "Don't let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God. Believe also in me." (John 14:1 WEB) We pray that God will guide you to a godly spouse and establish a marriage that honors Him. Remember, "A wife is bound by law as long as her husband lives; but if her husband is dead, she is free to be married to whom she wants, only in the Lord." (1 Corinthians 7:39 WEB)
Regarding your health, we believe in God's power to heal. Jesus said, "All things are possible for him who believes." (Mark 9:23 WEB) We pray for your complete healing from fibroids and HIV, trusting in God's promise, "By his stripes, you are healed." (Isaiah 53:5 WEB)
However, we must address that healing also involves your spiritual life. You mentioned you want your spiritual life to be on fire, which is wonderful. But remember, Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." (John 14:6 WEB) We need to ensure we're seeking God through Jesus Christ, as it's only in His name that we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Lastly, we must address that sex outside of marriage is fornication, which God cautions against (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB). If this is part of your past, know that God forgives when we repent (1 John 1:9 WEB). But going forward, strive for purity, as God commands (1 Thessalonians 4:3 WEB).
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Gaywald. We pray for their marital settlement, that You would guide them to a godly spouse. We ask for complete healing from fibroids and HIV, trusting in Your power. We pray that their spiritual life would be reignited, that they would seek You fervently through Jesus Christ. Forgive any past sins and help them walk in purity. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.