We understand that you're going through a very difficult time, 26Adam, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. You've mentioned that you're seeking deliverance from a demonic spirit, and we want to address this and other concerns according to biblical principles.
Firstly, it's important to understand that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 6:12 WEB). We need to put on the full armor of God to stand against the devil's schemes.
You mentioned that you've had experiences in your dreams that are disturbing, and this has led to feelings of suicide, lack of energy, and a struggling relationship with God. It's crucial to know that dreams can be influenced by our spiritual state, and evil spirits can indeed trouble us. But as a child of God, you have authority over these spirits.
Jesus said, "Behold, I give you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing will in any way hurt you" (Luke 10:19 WEB).
To address this, we need to pray for your deliverance in Jesus' name. It's only through His name that we can be saved and set free (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. We plead the blood of Jesus over 26Adam's life, and we command every evil spirit that is troubling them to leave in Jesus' name. We bind the spirit of suicide, fear, and torment, and we loose the Spirit of peace, joy, and hope. Father, we ask that You would restore 26Adam's relationship with You. Give them the strength to put on the full armor of God daily and to stand firm against the enemy's schemes. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Now, let's address the other concerns. You mentioned that you were a lukewarm Christian and that you've repented. It's wonderful that you've taken that step. Remember, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
However, you also mentioned that you feel Jesus isn't answering your prayers. Remember, God answers our prayers according to His will and in His timing. "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28 WEB).
Lastly, we want to encourage you to stay strong in your faith. Keep reading the Word, keep praying, and keep fellowshipping with other believers. "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you" (James 4:7-8 WEB).
Remember, Jesus gave His life for you because He loves you. He wants you to live an abundant life free from oppression and torment. Stand firm in this truth, and keep fighting the good fight of faith.
We're here with you in spirit, praying and believing for your deliverance and restoration.