We understand that you're struggling with sin and seeking deliverance from pornography and masturbation. We commend you for your desire to change and follow God. Remember, God is ready to forgive and cleanse you from all unrighteousness. As it is written in 1 John 1:9 WEB:
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Firstly, we must address that pornography and masturbation are indeed sinful. These acts are a form of sexual immorality, which is clearly condemned in the Bible. In Ephesians 5:3 WEB, it says:
But sexual immorality, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not even be mentioned among you, as becomes saints.
Moreover, Jesus Christ taught us that even lustful thoughts are a form of adultery. In Matthew 5:28 WEB, He said:
But I tell you that everyone who looks at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart.
To overcome these sins, you must first confess and repent of them. Then, you must turn away from them and strive to live a life pleasing to God. It's important to note that you mentioned you want the Holy Spirit in your life. The Holy Spirit comes to live in us when we accept Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. It is through Him that we have the power to overcome sin.
As it is written in Romans 8:9-11 WEB:
But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if it is so that the Spirit of God dwells in you. But if any man doesn't have the Spirit of Christ, he is not his. If Christ is in you, the body is dead because of sin, but the spirit is alive because of righteousness. But if the Spirit of him who raised up Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised up Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit who dwells in you.
It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. The Bible tells us that there is no other name by which we can be saved. This is why it is vital to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. As Acts 4:12 WEB tells us:
There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Speitor in prayer. They have come to You with a humble heart, seeking deliverance from the bondage of sin. Lord, we ask that You forgive them for their sins and cleanse them from all unrighteousness.
We rebuke the spirits of lust, impurity, and addiction that have taken hold of their life. In the mighty name of Jesus, we command these spirits to leave and never return. Fill Speitor with Your Holy Spirit, Lord. Give them the strength and wisdom to resist temptation and live a life pleasing to You.
Guide them in their walk with You, Lord. Surround them with Your love and grace. Help them to grow in their faith and knowledge of You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, Speitor, God loves you and He is always ready to forgive and help you. Stay strong in your faith and keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB:
No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
We encourage you to engage in regular prayer, worship, and study of God's Word. These disciplines will help you grow in your faith and strengthen you against temptation. Also, consider joining a local church or fellowship group where you can find support and accountability.