We understand that you are going through a tremendously difficult time, and our hearts go out to you. Firstly, it is important to address that the power of evil and black magic is very real, but we want to assure you that the power of God is infinitely greater. As it is written in 1 John 4:4, Greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world.
We commend you for going to church, studying the Word, and seeking the Holy Spirit's help. These are crucial steps in your spiritual warfare. However, it is also important to ensure that your faith is placed firmly in Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to God and can be saved. As it is written in Acts 4:12, There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved.
Regarding your feelings of anger, discouragement, and even the wish for death, we want to remind you that these are not from God. In John 10:10, Jesus says, The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I have come that they may have life, and have it abundantly. God has a plan and a purpose for your life, and He wants you to live it to the fullest.
It is also crucial to address that the inappropriate touches and evil thoughts you are experiencing are not a result of a lack of free will, but rather spiritual attacks. In Ephesians 6:12, it is written, For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.
We encourage you to persist in prayer and fasting, and to seek help from fellow believers and your church community. In Matthew 18:19-20, Jesus says, Again, assuredly I tell you, that if two of you will agree on earth concerning anything that they will ask, it will be done for them by my Father who is in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there I am in the midst of them.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Pydeotar in prayer. We ask, in the name of Jesus Christ, that You would deliver them from this spiritual harassment and black magic. Strengthen their faith and fill them with Your peace and joy. Surround them with Your protection and give them the courage to endure. In Jesus' name, we rebuke the evil spirits that are tormenting them and command them to flee. Lord, we ask that You would guide Pydeotar, give them hope, and reveal Your plan and purpose for their life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we strongly advise you to consult with a medical professional regarding your medication and any feelings of depression or suicidal thoughts. There is no shame in seeking help, and it is important to remember that God can work through doctors and medicine to bring healing and restoration.
Do not be afraid to continue to look for Gods answer to your healing and deliverance in your life. You are not damned to hell by this torment in your life. Quite the contrary this is the future that Christ came and gave his life to deliver us from. The torment of hell is not your destiny if you continue to look to him for the answer. Gods will is that all come to know him and be saved.
Let's lift up Gilioraorance for strength and excellence at work today. "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord." (Col 3:23) Praying for Nick's quick job provision. Trusting God's timing! 
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's situation to God, trusting His will be done. "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay, says the Lord." (Rom 12:19) Praying for protection & emotional healing. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." (Ps 34:18) Trusting God's justice & comfort! 
