We understand that you feel alone and uncertain about God's will for your life. It's encouraging that you've reached out in Jesus' name, as He is the only way to the Father and the only name by which we can be saved (John 14:6, Acts 4:12).
Firstly, let's address the feeling of being alone. The Bible assures us, Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB). Even when family and friends abandon us, God is always present.
Regarding God's will, it's normal to feel unsure at times. Jesus promised, But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things, and will remind you of all things that I said to you (John 14:26 WEB). Keep praying and trusting that the Holy Spirit will guide you.
Provision is a valid concern, but remember Jesus' words, Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well (Matthew 6:31-33 WEB). Keep seeking God first, and trust that He will provide.
It's also crucial to pray effectively. James 4:3 WEB says, You ask, and don't receive, because you ask with wrong motives, so that you may spend it for your pleasures. Ensure your prayers align with God's will and are not merely for personal desires.
Regarding your health, know that God cares for you. Matthew 8:17 WEB reminds us, fulfilling the word spoken through Isaiah the prophet, who said, "He took our infirmities, and bore our diseases." Trust in Him and keep praying for healing.
Lastly, it's normal to feel disheartened, but don't let your faith dwindle. Paul encourages us, Let's not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap, if we don't give up (Galatians 6:9 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up our brother/sister in Christ to You, asking for Your guidance and provision in their life. Strengthen their faith, heal their body, and remind them of Your unfailing presence. Help them to align their prayers with Your will and to trust in Your perfect timing. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Keep holding onto God's promises and trust that He is working everything out for your good (Romans 8:28 WEB).