Braenbald
Humble Prayer Partner
This past Tuesday I had to admit my daughter with autism to the hospital. It was hard but she has been struggling for a while and none of the meds they were using for her were working. She was being very destructive and aggressive and I had to consider everyone's safety and well-being. I am sad I miss her. I feel so many emotions, guilty that I can't fix her issues, sad that she is away and I won't be able to see her much. I never know if I am doing the right thing; none of this has any clear solution, just finding your way as you go. I know her siblings are just as hurt and conflicted. Most days I feel like barely clinging on. All of the emergencies this year put me in a financial rut; there is not enough money in the world to raise autistic kids. Expenses are just coming out of the woodwork. I pray for miracles in my family in all of our deepest areas of need. In Jesus' Name, Amen.