Deep emotional distress

[Anonymous]

I just had a bad argument with my step-dad.  I am very depressed right now and something on TV made it worse. My step dad is being an in sensitive jerk.  He does not care about my feelings.  He does not understand me at all, and he puts words in my mouth, and tries to twist it into something it's not.  I can't even explain what I am saying before he jumps to a conclusion.  I can't take this abuse anymore.  He just makes me feel like so much of a burdon.  It makes me want to kill myself so I'm not a problem anymore.  Because I'm a man I'm not allowed to have feelings.  I'm just supposed to bottle up what I feel, until it explodes, and and right now, there's a catastrophic meltdown going on.  And it's about to get me introuble, because, honestly.  I feel like doing something stupid right now.  I feel like running away, or killing myself, or both.  I need professional help, but I'm scared to talk to anyone rightnow.  I don't want to be bakeracted again.  It would ruin my life.  I'd never be able to enjoy hunting ever again.  I would not be able to protect my family of I ever had one.  But I guess I never will get married.  Because I'm too unstable, and I will never get better.  I only get worse.  More things happen to me, and I become more and more hurt.  And the only person who cares is me.  I don't even think God cares anymore.  I'm on my own.  I don't know what to do.  God won't help me, my step-dad doesn't care.  My mom can't help me.  I thought surely God would help me, but he doesn't care.  He has done nothing, a accept make my life even more stressful and bouring.  I hate my life.  I wish I was never born.  When am I ever gonna find a wife?  I can't I'm too messed up.  I just can't take it anymore.  I give up.

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[K.m Binil kumar]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[NeedGod2help]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[animallovez]

May God be with you always and answer all your prayers according to his will. In Jesus Christ let this prayer be answered. Lord, I need you, I thank you, I trust you, I love you. In Jesus Christ Name I Pray Amen

 

[Powers]

I prayed for this. In Jesus' Name. Amen

 

[Anonymous]

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[mitchandkay]

Dear one , there has to be someone out there that you feel comfortable talking with , maybe a Pastor or a counselor , there is help out there for you .  It does help to talk things out and it is a release , everyone needs to have someone that they can talk to , but you may not like what they have to say and you may think that they don't understand how you feel but there is not a person on this earth who has not gone through some tough times in their life and they made it through with the Lord's help  and so can you if you trust God and don't give up .You need to understand that you are here because God DOES love you and He DOES have a purpose for your life . Why don't you try to volunteer helping others , that would help take your mind off of what is going on at home right now and you would meet some new people , you could be a blessing to them . Please , do not ever think of taking your life , that is NEVER an answer , hell is far worse than anything that you are going through right now and it is for eternity and that is where you would go if you killed yourself . God is right there where you are , sometimes His answers are not easy to wait for but He IS in control and He DOES care for every detail of your life because YOU ARE HIS BELOVED CHILD and NOTHING will EVER change that . You dear one are in my prayers , and I speak the Lord's blessing over you !

 

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