Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Lord, I need help deciding which Dr to go to for a second opinion on a blood disorder. The Dr I have gone to for one yr now and the tx given has totally disrupted my life and he says I will need to take this med for life even though I am so physically sick from the med I have no life anymore. He is very cold and I compassionate. My PCP a kidney Dr both said I should not be on something for life that makes me so ill since there are other meds out there. My problem is my PC suggested a different Dr and made the appt for a month from now. Then my kidney Dr suggested another Dr which is his friend but works in the same group as the cold one with no compassion. It is a group of about ten different Drs. The one my PCP picked said this Dr is a good listener and feels we would be a good fit together and it would be starting fresh at a different location. I don't know what to do because I definitely want nothing to do with the original guy I started with and his records of the one Dr are in that same group. I need God to help me make the right decision because the tx he has me on has totally stopped my life for the past year and I am so sick it is even hard to go out of the house anymore from total weakness. I have elevated platelets and his choice of drug is chemo by mouth which knocks everything out of you and tells me you take it for life. A couple of my other Drs wonder if I even need that because they agree it is a rough med. Please pray for me because I am crying and so depressed almost 24/7. Thank you.