Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Lord, I need help deciding which Dr to go to for a second opinion on a blood disorder. The Dr I have gone to for one yr now and the tx given has totally disrupted my life and he says I will need to take this med for life even though I am so physically sick from the med I have no life anymore. He is very cold and I compassionate. My PCP a kidney Dr both said I should not be on something for life that makes me so ill since there are other meds out there. My problem is my PC suggested a different Dr and made the appt for a month from now. Then my kidney Dr suggested another Dr which is his friend but works in the same group as the cold one with no compassion. It is a group of about ten different Drs. The one my PCP picked said this Dr is a good listener and feels we would be a good fit together and it would be starting fresh at a different location. I don't know what to do because I definitely want nothing to do with the original guy I started with and his records of the one Dr are in that same group. I need God to help me make the right decision because the tx he has me on has totally stopped my life for the past year and I am so sick it is even hard to go out of the house anymore from total weakness. I have elevated platelets and his choice of drug is chemo by mouth which knocks everything out of you and tells me you take it for life. A couple of my other Drs wonder if I even need that because they agree it is a rough med. Please pray for me because I am crying and so depressed almost 24/7. Thank you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.