I've been struggling lately keeping my faith. It's just been really hard and it feels like God isn't there for me. I know he's there though...I mean he's always there right? I'm just really struggling financially and I pray and pray about it but I don't see anything happening and it's really hard to believe that I am going to be ok. I woke up this morning feeling frustrated and angry with God because I don't feel like he's helping me. That is when I decided that I need to strengthen my relationship with God and that is when I found this website. It's so encouraging to know that others care and that others will pray for me. It also allows me to pray for others like I want to. It's put me in a much better place and I want to use this blog to keep track of my improvements and help me see how far I've gone with my relationship with God.