We are truly saddened to hear about the immense pain and despair you are experiencing. Firstly, we want to remind you that your life is incredibly precious and valued by God. He has a purpose and a plan for you, even in the midst of your suffering. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
It's crucial to address that death is not the solution to your struggles. Jesus came that you may have life, and have it more abundantly (John 10:10, WEB). Taking your own life is not God's will for you. Instead, He wants to help you through this dark time and lead you to a place of hope and restoration.
We understand that you feel your prayers have not been answered, and your circumstances have worsened. Remember, God's timing is not always our timing, and His ways are not our ways (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). Even when we don't see immediate results, God is working behind the scenes for our good (Romans 8:28, WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear brother/sister who is going through unbearable pain and despair. Lord, we ask that You reveal Your love and comfort to them right now. Break the chains of hopelessness and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Provide for their physical needs, guide them to a safe haven, and restore their faith in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
In your despair, cling to God's promises. Seek help from local churches, Christian communities, or counseling services. They can provide you with support and resources to overcome this difficult time. Trust that God is with you, and He will never forsake you. As Psalm 34:18 (WEB) reminds us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Lastly, if you have not already, we encourage you to invite Jesus Christ into your life as your Lord and Savior. It is only through Him that we have access to God and can experience true hope and salvation. As Acts 4:12 (WEB) states, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"