Axkavin
Disciple of Prayer
Dear sir / madam My Name is Mirlong Hanse Age 23 iam from Country- india State - Assam District- Karbi Anglong Hometown - Manja ( joysing Hanse village) At present m at Jorhat district Dear Mam/sir iam a non Christian ... But I do watch the Ministries videos and still there is hope and can help me ... 1st of all I want to say and confess to god about my problems and my mistakes n My sins ... please forgive my sins my habit is not changing m faking to myself and for everyone ... But still I didn't realize ... my problem is I too addict with this orgasm things because from childhood I watch the adult movies ... And now I used to imagine... Like a illusionary intamcy ...it's like a addict for me And from that I could not control myself I masturbate ... Even though I tell myself ... That today is the last day and from tomorrow I will change but still now I have not change ... in the year of 2019 by coincidence I intercourse with a girl and that one is also ... My biggest sin ... but And now presently also m lying to my girlfriend and for myself ...also because she loves me alot and very sensitive and I don't have any feelings for her I hurt her soo many times still she wants me no matter what but most of the times I got lust feelings with her...n iam double minded like a satan in me I didn't value for a women also maximumly i felt lust n even guilty with that but now Iam trying to love her but it didn't happen from my heart I'm just pretending to be with her i saw so many ministries videos in Facebook pages because their prayer is so powerful that can even heal for sickness and do miracles to a person and realize them n can help to couples that can change them n realised them in the name of almighty God can I always used to pray but I don't know how to pray ...properly I have no hope now i only hope to god i wish that make a miracle for us that I could love with my heart truly to my girlfriend n But still it didn't happen... Till now ... Please help dear father almighty God...I try with myself but I hve lost hope with myself...my only hope is only with God now please pray in the name of God change me transform me in the name of jesus christ because nothing is impossible to God still miracles happen Pray for us ... And for my relationships because love is the most beautiful thing in the world please help me...in the name of jesus christ for positive outcomes with true affection and love ... between us...