Dirren
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Sir, First of all I am extremely thankful to you. Sir, I am writing this note with broken heart; one side I am frustrated due to my family and another side I have not got any solution / commitment from you during our telecom. Sir, every time, if I am asking something, it is very embarrassment for me and RR sir trying to justify the compensations (during our telecom yesterday, I have really cried sir). Sir, it is really painful and disappointing, when comparing my compensation with others and commissions paid. Sir even people are getting 2 to 3 lakhs per year by way of bonus and leave salary itself, whereas I was the only one person left out and not got anything for the last 10 years. Sir, how many threats, shames etc., Asir’s claim for just 4 years is around rs. 40 lakhs. Baskar’s level and his family status. If I got all those things I must have not hold any debts and now I can plan a flat on my own. I am really worrying about my wife’s health sir, as she is just always thinking of my hard work. I am sure I have spoiled her ambitious life because of my wrong decisions like missed the foreign opportunities in the earlier days etc., Sir, we were not even able to walk in our home; this was discussed with you earlier and you have also given some assurance but now you are saying me to move to a rental house, which is hurting me a lot. Sir when people are buying 2 or 3 or 4 houses you wanted me to move to a rental home, this was too hard to hear from you sir. Sir, please consider my works done including the land sale (no one has turned up) and waited for 10 long years and today I am the only person be with you without any backup. Sir, how many times I bowed and ran here and there. How many sleepless night. Sir, in Durotek, you know very well, the situation (I don’t care / fellow etc.,) and at any point of time I will be thrown out, that is for sure. Sir, in case if you think, I am one of among your 20 / 30 workers / paid employee, I will not ask anything and I leave it to you and I do not want to be that one among them for ever. Sir, hope you will be holding my last drawn salary slip from ACC, which was 1.43 lakhs per month (that too I have not got 2 increments due to some idiots playing on my life & you know everything) and thereafter since the last 2 years, I am getting same / lower level. Sir, I am already 48, at least, now I should see something in my life out of my sincere hard work. Sir I am not able to stand before you and ask all these things. Hence please consider my request and try to fix the gap like some commitment against my hard work so that I can do my work happily and after that you please take care of the compensation / commitment. I need one personal driver and I do not want to mix up my personal life into company by which I can avoid some nonsense comments from very low grade people who cannot be comparable at any of my levels. Salary from company with PPF, which will be safe as our life is not certain. Educational expenses (I have asked you sir but not received any reply) and medical expenses Insurance once in 6 months Please consider for some Profit sharing; I am sure both our Durotek and Agri plan will succeed soon. I also wants to have some fruit sir for the hard work and bring the things from the scratch I will not ask anything else from you, as it is very embarrassment for me every time and I feel I am a beggar even after putting my sincere, loyal efforts and I am really worried about all the efforts / risks taken in my life. Sir, please let us not discuss further, as I feel very much guilty to ask you sir but please give me some time to recover from the present situation.