Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear readers.. Dear God, I am in a huge bind, I never thought I’d be back here. I asked for you to deliver the truth and show me clear visions for my relationship, you removed that. I was supposed to move into a new house with this person and get a new roof, it did not work out but by faith, you made a way to provide my own roof in sudden times, I asked for mental clarity at work, that place was not for my wellbeing, so I no longer have it. In other words, I lost everything all at once. But I don’t take it as a loss, I take it as my renewal period because I asked for these things and it hasn’t been on my time, I understand, it’s been Gods time. I am in a situation where I don’t know what is going to happen next with my new roof over my head or finances. I pray that I continue my faith, faith as small as a mustard seed. I know my God is real because I’ve been tested countless times and He’s always came through when I least expect it. Ive been struggling with Letting go and letting God! I’m only human and I’ve tried to do my part but I’m at a point of when do I let go of my humanly nature and let God work. I have not realized that I’ve exhausted all of my options, EXCEPT just letting go. I’m down to the chopping block and I know that I am not a saint, we all are sinners, but I repent and ask God to show me the light. Pick me up because right now I’m finding it hard to walk. Help me get back to the person I know I can be and get my mind back. Help me to continue my path of spirituality. I feel stuck and I need a boost. I need a pick up. God says to say specifically what you need from him, but I also know that he knows what we need more than us. With that being said, I saw a prayer, the ‘I don’t know prayer.’ God I don’t know but you do! Help me through this tough time where I’m having a hard time thinking for myself. I ask for prayers. Thank you in advance as well! To my Heavenly Father, Lord, King, I pray to you above. I am crying out for help. Hear me out. I’m letting go. In Jesus’ name, Amen.