Mishann
Disciple of Prayer
Dear pastors, I am writing to you to ask please be praying for me. I am 45 years of age. I have three beautiful children who are out of the house. And I am concerned with our safety please continue to keep them in prayer. Their names are Samuel, jacquelyn, Angelique. Thank you. I am also asking you to pray for me, I have been fighting for my disability since 2018 with a lawyer, I have been denied several times. Even with the social security disability doctors saying that I am indeed disabled and cannot work. They have now changed the judge from female to male, please pray that I have favor with this judge in order to receive my benefits. Please pray that I get enough to move from where I am, for I am not being treated well. Also please pray that I will receive my Medicaid benefits once again the government took them saying that I did not qualify.... I am diabetic, I have high blood pressure, my eyesight is bad, I am trying to lose weight, I have osteoarthritis, my teeth are awful and I am in pain now and it's getting hard to eat I need my teeth to be removed and every dentist that I went to before they took my Medicaid refused to remove my teeth they wanted me to go to a surgeon and oral surgeon to have them removed, but the oral surgery in my town does not take Medicaid either. I have tried to get help I don't what to do. I am so depressed, I cry so much... I am alone, I know the Lord is with me but physically the only one who stays near to me loves me is I love her is my pup maddie. She is my emotional support animal. Is why I don't understand why I'm being treated and such by my government, I have been diagnosed with most disorder, depression, anxiety, and bipolar... It's hard for me to forget dates of bad things.... Such as death and tramatic experiences ..... None of my family has offered to help unless I get upset and say I'm moving. Then they want to do something when they really don't. It hurts to be the one sheep of the family, I know God has something more for me... He has called me to minister. I want to but it seems like everything I try to do it falls apart. My health is not good. I haven't been able to go back to the heart doctor yet to get my heart checked. There is a lot of things that I need to see a doctor for, I know that Jesus is a great physician,but he created doctors for a reason as well. And my gynecologist found cyst on both of my ovaries last month, and then I lost my Medicaid they have no way telling me if it's cancer or not. I want my relationship with my three children who God gave me from my womb to be restored. God gave me a gift to paint... I tried that to make money but being where I am the person I live with doesn't want me to do anything ...every time I try to work, they do something to stop it to destroy it. Every time they find out or they think that I'm trying to get help they stop it. Because they think more of what they get and they do of me.. is the controlling overbearing with manipulative and vindictive relationshp, and it breaks my heart, because it is my mother. The one that you need the most in your life other than the Lord Jesus Christ, is the one that hurts me every time she gets a chance. If I have no food stamps ,then I do with that a lot.. she wouldn't go out to eat and she goes sometimes with my sister and her husband all went to her boyfriend and forget that I'm around. I can't continue to stay here. I wish you nothing bad for her, but I just want to move. I want to move so I can go to church... I don't even get to go to church no one will come get me . I feel like I need to be away from here in order to take care of me better. I can't wash my clothes unless she wants me to, I go through so much in this household... It's unbearable at times. I love her and I know that we're supposed to respect and honor our parents and I believe I am doing all that I can do. It is time now for me to do for me because I have put myself in the back and have waited so long that my health has begun to get worse.. and now no one in the family wants to help me. I can't continue to stay here. It's just not a good place in God knows that I'm telling the truth. Please if you do not believe me pray and ask him he will tell you. I want to get closer to the Lord ... I want a stronger and better relationship with God. I want to be his hand maid.. for him to have his will and his way in my life. I want the right godly man to be in my life as my husband. I want things to be correct, I want things to be better please I'm asking you to pray for me for things to get better. Pray for any witch or any warlock or anyone who is messing with black magic against me will be removed, destroyed ,dissembled, and stopped in Jesus name! I want my body healed! I know God can give me new teeth all of my teeth are broken off into the gum in the back of my mouth and it's been this way for 21 years.... I couldn't stop I had three children who depended on me and I was taking care of them the best that I could. I'm worried more about their health then I did mine. And now I need to take care of Mom (myself) they are applications and say that I can get help with dental and vision from my state.. but I know nothing about these things. I need someone who can help me with all of this so that I can get my teeth removed and getting false teeth put in. I want to do so much and I feel like I'm in the midst of a bunch of snakes, and man eating plants that is holding me hostage. Please I beg of you praying for me to get everyone you can to pray for me for deliverance for healing for financial aid for everything that I have need of and for me the right man to be my husband. Please be praying for Asif my son from Pakistan his wife she has trouble with her uterus I'm not sure what it is but something is wrong and he's trying to tell me he's worried please pray for healing for her, and also waheem his toe he's feeling please pray for him and his wife, she is wanting a child. Also Jerry he and his family need prayers, brother Emmanuel from Pakistan and another brother whose sister has cancer and she has a little girl and their parents is dead and he is in the hospital they need prayer, so many in Africa and Pakistan and India that I know that is hurting please pray for them all alone with all of them here in the United States, all of my friends on Facebook ,Instagram , WhatsApp, everyone who is committed to me on any of my profiles please pray for them all, thank you so much, again, I thank you so much for taking the time to read this, God bless you all Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android