Horshampton
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Pastor Jerome. I am from Chennai India. I am a 71 yrs old widow(for last 16 yrs). I have a daughter 50 and her daughter 23. My son is 38 and he has 2 daughter's 13 and 10. I am staying in my son and daughter-in-law's house. They give me my food and shelter. I had a very rough ungodly married life but I stuck to my marriage till the end, not wanting to divorce and give my kids a broken home. I had no idea the adverse effects it would have on them. My daughter had an affair with a married man and had a daughter by him. He is not divorced but staying with her. My son married a girl whose father is from Colombo and mother an Anglo-Indian from Chennai. My d-i-l is very kind and considerate towards me, but my son over the years has become addicted to alcohol and seems to resent me immensely. He takes every opportunity to insult me, his sister, niece and wife and daughters. It is becoming wrose daily. I am working as an advertisement Manager on a Commission basis only. What I earn goes towards supporting my daughter. Between her daughter and myself we are supporting her for her food and rent. The 'man' in her life is 57 yrs and unable to work although he used to at one time. My daughter us not fully educated, a high diabetic and very highly strung. The fact that I am working to support my daughter is making my son angry. I am in high debts due to looking after her because she falls sick and has to be admitted into hospital often. I then have to go around borrowing to pay her medical expenses. She is unable to work because her left hand and leg is defected from birth. She has a Govt. Handicapped certificate. I am getting frustrated Pastor Jer one. I took the Water Baptism twice but backside very much. I watch God TV channel and your programmes. I have said the sinner's prayer and surrendered my life to Jesus to come into my heart and take over my life and my children's lives . I try to speak to my children to turn their lives to God but they tell me to shut-up. Many a time during your teachings I feel God speaking to me directly on something that is heavy on my mind at that moment. I have a spine injury. The last 3 discs of my spine is collapsed and the sciatica nerve in my right leg is caught in the discs. I have seen many doctors but because of my age they won't risk an operation. I am just living on pain killers and most of the time in pain. I have to be travelling in autorishaws most if the time visiting offices to collect ads to earn my commission. I have made many attempts to offer my monthly titles but as fast as I keep it aside, some emergency comes along and I use up the money. I have heard the beautiful prophecies you have given to many people Pastor. Could you please pray for me, my children and their families? I am getting confused in my mind and unable to think straight. Looking forward to your reply Pastor Jerome. God bless you and your Ministry. Eva Fonceca.