Fostareor
Disciple of Prayer
Dear pastor, I took baptism foceably but not whole heartedly, our church pastor, forced me to take baptism soon, now he is no more, this year may month he expired at the age of 79yrs. Pastor the day I entered the church, to till today, it's almost 20years over by taking baptism, If I go to church, physically I'm present, but mentally I'm absent, my mind is roaming some where else, even if I study Bible, and if I start praying also, my mind will be roaming here and there, I can't able to concentrate on prayer, studying Bible and listening to the pastor's preaching. I tired my level best to keep my mind in a standard position and concentrate, BUT Pastor I'm helpless, because of lack of concentration, till today nothing miracle, happened in my life, still I did not got married, and now I have decided not to marry because now my age is 47years old, no interest in marriage at this age Society is seeing me in a very cheap way, for still I have not got married. I'm under graduate, because of I didn't completed my graduation, I did not got any job, ETC., etc., Likewise pastor nothing miracle happened in my life, I hate my life, I'm having eyes pain, ears pain, joints pain, stomach pain, hip pain and back pain for many years. No use of praying, why because of lack of concentration, I'm helpless, So pastor please help me, please give me some suggestion