Exoste
Disciple of Prayer
Dear ones, I would like to submit a prayer request for the highly dysfunctional family I grew up in. I have a biological father in Ethiopia that rejected me before I was born. When I found out that he was my biological father I looked for him when I was in my 30ties and then he rejected me again. My other biological siblings in Ethiopia do not want anything to do with me either. My biological mother separated from my European stepfather when I was 6. And my biological mother and biological half-brother and I grew up together in Europe. Until our biological mother started neglected us and we were send of to be raised by my stepfathers sister. She was very unkind and harsh towards my biological half brother and me. This childhood left severe trauma's in me and I turned to psychological help. After several depressions/burn outs and great therapy I remarkably recovered from it. And now I found out that my biological mother is a narcist and so is my biological brother. I live in fear now because they are harassing me. Biggest fear is that they turn other family members against me. I also have another brother that sexually tried to seduce me. I Also feel extremely disappointed and angry in God. I do not understand why He keeps allowing me being kicked and hurt in life so severely over and over again... I start hating my life. Why this family? My fear is that my biological brother turns my stepfather and youngest brother against me. Please pray. I do not want to sink into depression or worse.