Dear Lord.So many people are in need of your blessings.All over the World people look for you for comfort because even our closest loved ones only want to benefit .Nothing is impossible for for you.Everything is possible with you.Should I lose my life trying to seek you please save my soul atleast.Protect my Son.Help him .Guide him.This miserable life that I have been living is not even worth looking back on because everything was hopeless all my efforts went invain.Why cos I wasn't seeking you from the beginning.I have learnt alot since I have fallen that material means nothing without wisdom.And i let you down .I'm not making excuses Lord .This curse has destroyed my life and my sons life.These strongholds are devious and I wasn't strong enough to avoid it .Forgive me.