Anagniosyne
Humble Servant of All
Dear Lord, please make a way. I am worn and tired, I am sore vexed. At this point this is becoming too much. I respond with kindness and strength, I try to keep a good testimony, all while my wife, belittled me and verbally abuses me. Constantly taking jabs at my expense and she has no remorse. How much longer am I to endure this and then after that, when I’m not here will she do it to my son? Will she sit and belittle him, breaking his will, hurting his feelings, destroying him mentally? What then Lord? Will that be a character building thing, or will you step in and say enough is enough. I may not be blameless in this current situation, but my son is. Then when he has had enough, will she do it to my daughter. Lord her verbal abuse of me is getting out of hand and I can see how she is beginning to do it to my son and the dog. I continue to try and respond the right way. This is toxic abuse Lord, and I have no power to do anything about it, except leave, but that means the kids are next. Holy Spirit, she must be hurting, she has so far removed herself from doing right and treating people right, that she is harming people around her. Help me Lord, please share your strength, peace, and wisdom with me. She says when I am gone she will be better, that it’s her hate of me that drives her to this. I avoid her when I can, but she uses that against me too. Lord protect me and my children from her abuse, please keep satan, his demons, and anyone trying to harm us away. Help me to be productive today and show a good testimony, to shine your light. I trust you Lord, this process is hard, but again I rise and will follow you. Help me to sow bountifully today. Show me the direction you would have me go. I love you Lord, watch over my family and friends, help them to succeed in the day. Lord I don’t want my health and life to deteriorate from the situation I am in, so please watch over me that way. Help me to finish my paperwork soon. I know you are working toward some end goal, please make that end goal soon. I love you and praise your name.