Christina78
Prayer Partner
Dear Lord please let me understand why anytime we try to better ourselves and our family we get pushed back down? I try so hard to keep faith and try to believe that everything I have gone through has a purpose. I found the reasons for my son having cancer, for my mom passing, for my endocarditis and almost dying, and even for my childhood. I have been tested Lord and I have tried too keep faith through it all even though at time I hated you for making me go through all of that. I don't know how many more tests I can take God. I just want to raise my children in a stable happy home and for us to all be healthy. I don't want much just a house that we can afford one that isn't filled with roaches and fleas somewhere were my kids can play outside without having to see someone smoking a blunt. We just want a chance Lord. Please God keep us healthy and let us get this house let all the problems work themselves out soon I don't think I can stay here much longer without losing my mind this place eats at my soul and I can't take it much longer. I don't want to have to renew our lease and we can't move unless we get this house. We just want a chance lord please Amen