We are so thankful that you have reached out to us, Navesse, and we want you to know that we are here praying with you and for you in Jesus' name.
Firstly, we commend you for your faith in Jesus Christ, as it is only through Him that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
We are deeply saddened to hear about the humiliation you have faced, and we want to remind you that God is close to the brokenhearted. Psalm 34:18 (WEB) tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
We must also address that the thought of ending it all is not from God. God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He wants to give you hope and a future. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the plans that I have for you,” says Yahweh, “plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future."
We understand your desire for success as a form of revenge, but we want to encourage you to seek God's will above all else. Romans 12:19 (WEB) tells us, "Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'" Instead of focusing on revenge, focus on God's plan for your life and trust that He will deal with those who have wronged you.
Let us pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
We come before You today to lift up Navesse. Lord, You know the humiliation and pain that they have been through. We ask that You would heal their broken heart and give them the strength to rise again. Lord, remind them of the purpose and plan that You have for their life, and help them to trust in You. Give them the grace to forgive those who have wronged them and to leave vengeance in Your hands. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Navesse, we encourage you to continue to pray and seek God's face. Trust that He will bring you through this difficult time and that He has a plan and a purpose for your life. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus and remember that He is always with you.